Because nothing breaks the silence like controversy does

So, I just watched the much talked about, controversial India’s Daughter. It’s available online, not sure for how long, but you must watch it too before it gets taken down. It’s gruesome, will make your stomach turn, your heart break and maybe like me spend 75% of the run time wiping away helpless, uncontrollable tears so you can actually watch the rest of the film clearly. The moment the debate around the film broke out, and I read about it, I have wondered just how thin the line between 1) documenting the psychology and culture of violence against women, with a view to understand the socio economic factors that feed into it and the minds of criminals who perpetrate these crimes and 2) a western filmmaker using an isolated event in a global issue that somehow makes it look like rape is endemic to what is viewed as “barbaric, uncivilised” segments of society. (Have we already forgotten Tejpal? Pachauri? And the tons of cases of violence against women in the west? Also while we’re nitpicking, can a woman not be just that without having to be someone’s daughter, wife, sister etc?!)

It actually began with the outrage over the rapists views that were published in a Telegraph article a day before the news about the film broke out. People were shocked at his brazen, unrepentant, misogynistic views. But I was shocked at the outrage. Shocked that people were shocked. Because really, is it such a surprise given the entire incident he was a part of? To me, the shock and outrage was actually telling of how naiive we are as a people, about the general attitude of men around us. Especially people like me outraging on facebook and twitter, the privileged lot who haven’t faced an iota of the kind of daily violence that more than 50% of India does. Sometimes at the hands of their own family. By their husbands — and that’s not even up for legal action.

It speaks of our collective naivete about the lives, times and backgrounds of more than half this nation. We, in our polarised existence in our bubbles of privilege, find it much easier to feel emboldened by the most current topic of outrage, to spew superficial psychobabble, reducing big issues to things as solutions as simplistic and uni-dimensional as bringing up our sons better etc, which while valid, is really not so much as making a miniscule dent in the issue.

It is for this reason alone that the documentary needs to be watched. Because it brings to the fore the connections between socio-economic conditions, politics of power, the deep-rooted sexism and misogyny that our culture (the one we are so proud of, the one we rush to protect and uphold every chance we get) perpetuates, leading to violence of this sort. It is important that these are brought out because our awareness of these is shameful. The shock and outrage over the rapists views, and the alacrity with which our government clamped down on the film is telling of just how apathetic our attitudes and understanding of the causes for a culture of rape are.

If we need to begin to fix it, the first thing we need to do is understand the mind of men like Mukesh and his friends. Interviews, documentaries, studies are a way to do this. It is critical that we understand what makes a criminal, what pushes him to the point of raping a woman and brutally attacking her in the way that Jyoti was. If we don’t have the courage to look at a crime, see what caused it, how on earth are going to make sure it doesn’t happen again?

Yesterday, I found my discomfort about the nature of the film it could have been, articulated in two pieces. I hadn’t watched it yet and given that, these pieces were in my opinion sensible views amidst all the noise online. Kavita Krishnan’s piece hits the nail on the head, and Nilanjana Roy asks some very important questions. Dipta put it succinctly this morning: “Reasons to watch it: Many. Reasons not to watch it: Many. Reasons to ban it: None.”

So this morning, I watched the film. Just three minutes in I was reduced to helpless tears. Helpless not just because I suddenly relived the shock and awe of December 2012, but it brought the whole episode alive in a gruesome, raw manner. The tears were of grief, helplessness and most crippling of all — of guilt. Of being the privileged. Born to a family with liberal views, educated, always given equal opportunity, always thought to be fearless, never allowing situation or circumstance to stop us from furthering our education, career, life path. Our daily issues, the ones I crib about on a weekly basis, do not hold a candle to the daily abuse and suffering so many women in our country go through. Beginning right in the comfort of their homes, at the hands of their husbands. Which incidentally, isn’t even against the law as yet.

The film shook me up completely. Mukesh’s views didn’t shock me as much as those of the defence lawyers. They’re representative of the very thought process and the reason we are this juncture — banning a film that seeks to look inside the mind of a rapist, while there’s a woman getting raped every 20 minutes in our country.

I’m mixed up about my issues about the tone and nature of the film itself, but I am aghast at the ban because we cannot begin to fix this with tokenism and lipservice in the form of slogans like Beti Padhao, Beti Bachao. We have to teach respect, enforce it. We have to make a habit of equality. We have to unlearn our culture of divisiveness, of privilege and patriarchy. And for that we have find out what causes men like Mukesh to think the way they do.And if you watch the film, you’ll see the many answers to that question. The answers lie in the immense and fast-widening economic disparity. In the lack of jobs and direction. In our culture of favouring boys over girls. In the fact that our government harbours criminals yet to be tried. In the minds of the Asaram Bapus and Mulayam Singhs of our country. In the minds of the defense lawyers of the criminals spewing their vile, misogynistic views in the film. In a faulty criminal and judicial system that delays FIRs, still questions victims first, and has no proper redressal. If we’re willing to bravely explore that, we can make a beginning with the process that will frankly take a few decades to get moving before any change is seen.

So tell me. How many of you were actually surprised that the documentary was banned to protect our national image. Because Mukesh’s views make India look bad. Because we are so used to brushing the crap that happens within our homes into the closet and putting up a brave, clean front of perfection. Aren’t we already experts at shutting up about rape to protect family dignity and save face? Wasn’t this just the same thing on a national level?So watch it people. I began this morning by saying what’s the use, those who are truly apathetic and need to watch this probably won’t even have access to it. But by the end I was convinced that those of us who hve the privilege, who have access, who understand are the ones who must make the beginning. Blur the lines, close the gaps, spread the word.  And fast, because the speed at which we’re regressing into a nation of hypocrisy, lies and worst of all, censorship, is trying to outpace us.

If you’ve ever wondered about the pride and glory of India shining know that there’s a good lot of Indian who like Mukesh’s lawyer believe, “India has the best culture. There is no place for women in our culture.”


12 thoughts on “Because nothing breaks the silence like controversy does

  1. Jenny

    I don’t agree with the ban. But there have been serious doubts about the intentions of the film and the facts. The male friend with the victim has said that the facts are all twisted and hasn’t met a lot of the people who were a part of the video. It actually puts the maker in a spot, as I am not sure what her actual intentions are.

    Having said that, I agree with your thoughts above, about how we hide things and don’t want to face the reality. But I think we already know that, and don’t need a video like this to point it out, esp if half of the facts in it are untrue. Instead of giving the video a publicity, and writing about why and how THIS video was banned, lets all write/think/act on how things can be changed.


  2. I haven’t watched it completely. I saw what the convicted rapists said. I am not shocked at all. I am just worried that nothing is going to change ever. The banning proves it.
    I have a very pessimistic view nonetheless but I am just to tired to expect any change to happen…


  3. Well India is at the bottom of the list of countries when it comes to crimes against women, we can’t do any worse. There’s absolutely no reputation to lose. The situation is so pathetic that it won’t get better – I have given up hope to see any change in my lifetime. All I can do in my power is to keep my little girl away from India. Makes me selfish right? But what I can do? I have grown up in India and no way in hell is my daughter going to go through those experiences. And, I had a really privileged life.
    Regarding the documentary, I know I can’t watch it – I am a wimp – just reading the news back then made me physically sick – I was 8 months pregnant and all I could think in my hormone ravaged brain was oh my god, she was someone’s baby. :'(


  4. Hi !

    I came across your blog through MadMomma’s blog a few months ago. I typically don’t comment on blogs, but I could not resist doing so on your above article about the documentary.
    I am a global health professional and gender-based violence (GBV) is one of my areas of interest. I recently finished an analysis on GBV against women in India. One of the key takeaways is this – the national prevalence of violence against Indian women is 40%. That’s huge given the size of the corresponding demography in india. It is also extremely alarming. And this is an estimate that has been approved by the GoI. I have been saying for a long time that Indian culture is not just patriarchal but to the extent that women are oppressed, subjugated and abused (emotionally, sexually, physically) in the name of “cultural norms”. Oh, and I am Indian too. I agree largely with your views above, but I will also say this – education/literacy and income parity are necessary conditions for addressing GBV but they are insufficient (by themselves). Politically, we all know that these are the lower hanging fruit. What’s harder to stomach is the fact that our culture needs some revamping, or recalibrating – whatever you want to call it. It is harder to accept because its true.

    That’s my two cents on this.


  5. I hate such bans but today in the morning my maid told me, “You come home by 6pm and wear ‘Indian clothes’, my husbands and his friends always tell that otherwise bad things would happen like that person in the news.” The statement, “Mere patine bola mujhe ki woh news wala sahi bol raha tha.”. I never thought such news can convert jerks into glorified heroes. Honestly, I feel 45% of such jerks exist, in India. When teen age girls are riding on cycles, when they are sitting in buses etc. I know it is a huge number but it is tough to find a girl who has not gone through such embarrassments.


  6. I am writing this as I am watching the documentary. I agree with you. I didn’t expect the rapists to have a mature and egalitarian world view, but the fucking lawyer! It’s unbelievable how shamelessly he is flouting his ridiculous opinions. It’s this sort of talk that should be banned, not documentaries. The guy said at one point that India’s culture was the best because women had no place in it…somehting like that. I wish his mother hadn’t brought him into the world. Fucking useless asshole! Excuse my language but all I can come up at this point is a chain of ffffffffffffffffff


  7. Well said.. and the answer to one of the questions is a big fat YES.. We Indian’s are like that ..I am sure many will say “who tejpal “..

    As long as it is happening to others we forget the very next morning..or after a foot march or after the candle vigil. . The moment the candle goes off ..It is out of our mind and the worst is we don’t even clean the mess of wax we made after that vigil.. remembering why the vigil was taken is a secondary issue.

    I am not sure what I can say or what I should say..

    MERA BHARAT MAHAAN. … says it all


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